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Note from the author Anthony W Johns.


If the piece below makes the tears roll down your cheeks
and in to your mouth I will know that you truly have the love.


This RAP poetry depicts the schizophrenic mental state induced in a child's brain by sexual abuse, the stepfather continuously raped this child. The induced schizophrenia to the victim is highlighted by the flipping in the verses, The girl car hopped, joy rider, in strangers cars, this was a mental lift, an escape. The road system in this RAP emulates the internet, vehicles, packages of information, moving to find the shortest route. The verses toggle, the escape to the internet and the return to the negativity of the molestation.

VERSE.

" Let me tell you a bedtime story, move over,"
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
Child abuse, A program that made her panic, a program that
made her manic, a program for regression, a program for
depression, a program for succession. Halt child abuse,
/
On the net,
She had found the super highway,
take me in your car, are you going my way ?
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
She was negated, mentally de:created,
abused, faltered, projectively altered,
not adept, not up kept.
/
On the net,
In the net, pitching, re:surf, research,
down loading all the info, take me higher, take me further,
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
What an outrage, a target in a locked cage,
dad had come to her at night, left nightmares and fright,
/
On the net,
Vehicles, engines, packages for interrogation,
vehicles marked with identification, vehicles packed with information,
programmed from source to destination,
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
Came to her in the night, came inside her, Came in her head,
killed creativity, love, and childhood, stone dead,
/
On the net,
Take me for a drive, I like being in the car,
take me near, take me far, take me now, make me happy,
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
Recurring nightmares, repetitive fright fears, screaming
sweating, bed wetting, shuddering duddering, waking shaking,
" Where's Mummy ? "
/
On the net,
Take me for a drive, I am bored, not adored,
make me come alive, a different program to survive,
give me back my dreams,
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
Sexually abused, objectionably used,
Made mental, by defective program, parental,
traumatised, stopped in flight, could not adapt to read or write,
/
On the net,
Make me happy, make it last, overwrite the past,
I like riding in the car, riding near or far,
in the web, on the net, cruising the streets of anonymity.
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
Sexually abused, destructively used, untruthfully negated,
ruthlessly relegated, desecrated, de:created,
/
On the net,
Take me down the highway, give me a good pull,
down load all your program, install it, till i'm full,
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
Always in a long dress, unusual finesse.
Defiant handstands in the street,
All knickers legs and feet,
/
On the net,
program me down the highway, make me happy, my way,
take me through the net, take me to the cyber cafe, ( a restaurant )
I want everything all good, give me back my child hood,
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
Voices in her head, in her awaking, in her bed,
Voices in her head, in her walking, in her talking,
Voices in her head, killed creativity and childhood stone dead,
/
On the net,
with no sex education, vulnerable to perpetration,
No handbag, no condoms, no defensive weapons,
limited ability, unlimited vulnerability,
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
Defaced, debased, System breaker, piss taker, off to prison,
aggressive lesbians, violence, drugs, and derision,
/
On the net,
Surfing through, prostitution, institution, destitution,
Relegation, degradation, criticised, categorised, ostracised,
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
Child abuse, a faulty lineage projection,
a serious fault, a program for rejection,
/
On the net,
A street walker, getting street wise,
a surfer, not a prostitute,
an unlucky child at this point of our evolution,
/
Child abuse, total misuse,
Child abuse, an erroneous production, a devastating corruption,
neurological negation, an awareness sedation,
/
psychopathy, schizophrenia, hypomania, ignorance, violence,
are the qualities of the abused child,
/
Child abuse is lineage projected absolute mental destruction,
/
" You forgot to wash your hair and brush your teeth today "
/
Halt child abuse.
/
END VERSE.
/
In the cybernetic interactive programs of the brain by the transience and relegation of puberty, the untruth fault is overwritten and relegated to a lessor priority as the whole defect abuse program de:prioritises to subconscious, and in late life the fundamental fault program is recalled as:
" just a bad dream. "
Duddering. Norfolk, England dialect depicts body shuddering with facial pattern indicating disgust.


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